My dad is sick :(

Well I have to admit, my dad is not the healthiest person in the world. From heart disease, stroke, diabetes to high tension, you name it, he's going all through that stuffs. It's a sad fact, I know. But what can I do :(

So this morning, when I just sat on my office chair and have a little chit chat with my friend; my sister called and said dad fell off at the office. So nothing much to say, I jump up and joined her to the hospital he was taken to. It was like the longest journey I have ever had. Too much thoughts crossed my mind. I cannot bear to continue my own silent words of "what happened...", "what if...". I took a lot of effort to hold my tears up and trying hard to think only the positive ones.

I arrived at the ER of Omni Medical Care in Pulo Mas. The hospital that we thought was named 'OngkoMulyo' are now changing names into the most avoided hospital in Jakarta, due to their bad reputation regarding Ibu Prita's case. So of course we double panicked.

Dad was lying there with eyes closed. I thought he was unconscious, but thank God, turned out he was just closing his eyes. His colleagues was there, they said he almost fell of from his chair (a friend caught him) and his blood tension was at 70/40 the moment he was taken to the ER. Horror. I don't even have the heart to imagine such things. But again, thanks to his good friends who act relatively fast, my dad is at least saved from the bigger horror that might happened that day. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. Thank God.

So now my father is relatively stable. His blood tension is still below the rate. But supposedly an 'intensive care unit' would do him good. We're planning to move him to RSPI as soon as he transportable tomorrow. No offense, but this hospital is just way too far from our houses and offices. And all of my dad's record are kept in RSPI, so we thought it would be our best decision to do so.

And for now...
I only hope for my dad's total recovery.

Love me love them.

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You get all
But why can't you give more?
Like come knocking on their door
Trying to torture me more?

Big love they carry
Never complain and envy
Just trying to love you most dearly
Hoping to be loved equally

Make a good point
But please don't disappoint

Just love me, love them.

the sisterhood of deserted hearts

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Blood leads us here
Same genes but not exactly
Hugs and kisses, only seen on TV
Somewhat family, but why like this?

All kinds of weather
Do we stick together?
Or do we even bother?
Even the neighbors can do it better

The blood stays in body, not in soul
Why can’t we be whole?
All fall will stroll
Might be fun like rock n’ roll

But none above is in my control

Take Me Back to You

There's always something when I take a look at you
Like the way I smile when I see your morning sun
Or when your wind breezes to my hello

There you keep a place of friendship and laughter for me
a place to dream high under the big deep trees
where all the creativity nests and you set me free

Take me back to your deepest core
Take me back and I'll love you even more

a little souvenir for Angga & Diah

The news came early, that our dearest friend Diah & Angga are about to be signed at Romania as their first assignment on foreign affair department of Indonesia. Whew... this is something big. We sure are going to miss them dearly...

So I made this little souvenir for them... a postponed project that should have been done years ago as their wedding gift. But hey, nothing is ever too late when it comes to good deeds. So... :)